We have a heartbeat!!!

Today I am 6 weeks,  and 5 days pregnant!! We went in for another ultrasound this morning and we had the privelage of seeing a very HEALTHY heartbeat on our teeny little baby! We've got a strong little sucker, with a heart rate of 182 bpm ;)

Everything is looking great and we are so excited! After such a long process, it is really difficult to not over-analyze every symptom I have, or lack of symptoms for that matter. I think anyone who deals with infertility also struggles throughout the pregnancy because we are terrified of the unknown and we just want to make sure everything is perfect. I have not had many symptoms yet, except for the occassional nausea and overall "sleepiness". I'm starting to feel the sickies a little more frequently though, so I'm afraid the morning sickness might be right around the corner for me...but I won't be complaining about that! Maybe.

Right now we are spoiled because we get to have an ultrasound every week! Our next one will be next Tuesday and we'll be counting down the days until we get to see our little nugget again. At 12 weeks I will graduate to my regular OB and we will not have the luxury of weekly appointments anymore. For now, we are enjoying EVERY MINUTE of this process!

Thank you for all of the love and support. We can't wait for you all to meet Little Searcy!

First Ultrasound 10/29

It looks like we have one beautiful singleton baby! We are thrilled! We are so grateful to have the opportunity to have a little bundle of joy in our arms in 8 months. This has not been an easy road for us, but we are quickly realizing that everything DOES happen for a reason, and we got the chance to go through this incredible experience where we were fortunate enough to witness every single step of the development of our future child.

This all started with injections and drugs to grow my follicles which house my eggs, to egg retrieval then fertilization, to growing them in an incubator in the lab, to transferring our 2 best embryos into my uterus, to now - where we get to see the very beginning stages of our developing fetus! In a normal pregnancy you do not get to witness these things. For this reason, we feel truly blessed. It hasn't been easy, but it's been MORE than worth it.

Today I am 5 weeks, 1 day pregnant. Here is the picture of our baby. I think it looks like Blake :)

The small black circle is the "baby", but right now it's just a Gestational Sac with a Yolk.

Our next appointment is Tuesday 11/2! Update coming soon. Thank you everyone for your love and support. We realize that we are still in the very early stages of pregnancy and we must proceed with caution, but we are so excited and can't wait to start this next chapter of our lives together.

Official BETA is in! 10/26/10

WE ARE PREGNANT!!!
To quote the Nurse who called me at 1:30 pm on 10/26/10, "Shannon, You are VERY pregnant! We wanted your beta to be at 100, and yours is at 1,000!"


I couldn't believe my ears! I was at work when they called. I called Blake the second I hung up with the Nurse and we celebrated over the phone. Finally we were able to soak it in and appreciate the moment. We were ecstatic!


Blake sent me these at work <3

Progression of Pee Sticks

Some women who go through IVF choose not to POAS (pee on a stick) before their Pregnancy Blood Test, otherwise known as their Beta test. I, however, am not one of those women. In fact, I am an obsessive pee-er! I started taking home pregnancy tests about 3 days after my Embryo Transfer. I recall taking at least one or two tests that turned out negative, and it was very discouraging for me, but I just couldn't keep myself from taking more tests! I'm not willing to admit how many I took... let's just say it was a few. Ok, that's a lie. I took a TON. I bought every brand under the sun, and I made multiple trips to the drug store to make sure I didn't run out.

4 days after my transfer I started seeing VERY faint positive lines. When I say faint I mean you practically had to pull out a magnifying glass to see these lines. You also had to catch just the right light to see them! They were so faint that I actually convinced myself that they did not exist at all. Blake kept trying to reassure me by saying "Shannon it says on the box, a line is a line, and that means positive", but I wasn't having it.

So, the peeing continued. Day in and day out, sometimes multiple times per day. I have never had the pleasure of seeing a "positive" on a HPT (home preg. test) in my life, so I still had a hard time believing that these ones might actually be positive!

This is what they looked like...

Anyone see the double pink lines, and the plus signs?? Faint positives!

About a week had passed since my transfer and I got to go in for some routine bloodwork. They are constantly checking my Progesterone, Estrogen, and HCG Beta to make sure that all of the levels are high enough to have and maintain a healthy pregnancy. At 8dp5dt, I went in for this bloodwork. The nurse told me that they wouldn't give me a reading on my Beta (to confirm pregnancy) until 14 days after transfer. By this time we were dying to know if I was pregnant! We saw the tests at home, but only the blood would give us accurate results. Later that day I logged on to my patient portal where they post information specific to my case. Much to my surprise, they had posted my Beta levels!! My HCG Beta was 72.7, which pretty much means I'm PREGNANT!! I talked to the Nurse that afternoon and they did not comment on my Beta, but said that everything looked great and I was to come in Tuesday, 10/26 to finally confirm pregnancy.

By this time we were finally starting to think that this could actually be happening for us! But just to be sure, I continued peeing on sticks every day :)   Eventually I got CLEAR positive tests! What a relief!

That is a bold line if I ever saw one!

 And it doesn't get any better than this!

Was this really happening for us?? We would confirm everything on Tuesday, October 26th...

2 Week Wait A.K.A. 2 Week Hell!

As if we IVFers haven't been through enough, the 2ww is nothing short of torture! They transfer these beautiful embryos straight into your uterus and then you think you're all set, but the part you don't think about is the awful waiting game that follows the transfer. I'm experiencing a rollercoaster of emotions right now. One minute I think I'm pregnant, the next minute I'm convinced that I'm not. The added stress doesn't do me any good, either. For now, all I can do is TRY to relax and wait for me Beta test. Just a few more days! I think? All this waiting has turned me into a crazy person. Just ask Blake.

Bedrest = Blogging Machine

It seems like today has flown by because I spent my entire day of bedrest composing this blog. Tomorrow morning I will be done with my 72 hours of mandatory bedrest! I hope those little embryos have snuggled in for a nice long ride. I'm already counting down the days till my pregnancy test, and contemplating when I should take a HPT. Hmmm....? 

BIG thanks to my darling hubby for taking such great care of me over the past 3 days :)

Embryo Transfer 10.12.10

Here we are. We finally made it! Will this be it for us???

8am arrival. 8:15 they instructed me to take a Valium and an 800mg Ibuprofen, and then we changed into our surgical outfits.

Finally it was 8:30am and Dr. Haddad arrived to have a brief consult with us about our embryos. He brought us pictures of the two best embies and said they were perfect! Those were the 2 that would be transferred into my uterus, and hopefully one or both of them would soon become our little miracles. They moved me into the operating room and this time Blake got to join us. Everything happens very quickly. I am awake for this procedure and we get to watch the whole thing on an ultrasound monitor. They get me all set up, the Doctor gets to work, and within minutes the Embryologist swoops in with our 2 Embryos in a catheter. Next thing we know...they're in! Easy as that.

For now, I am pregnant until proven otherwise! I continue on some medications that will help keep my hormones up and I am on mandatory bedrest for 72 hours. Bedrest should be a breeze for me because I LOVE laying around and Blake always takes good care of me. Hardest thing now is the dreaded 2 week wait...and so it begins.

Stay tuned to find out if we will get our miracle... For now, here's a picture of me with my 2 beautiful embryo babies. The dominant one in each picture are the two that he transferred.

Also, we were lucky enough to have 9 blastocysts that made it far enough to be cryopreserved, or frozen. Should we be unsuccessful, or simply decide to have more kids down the road, we can use our snowbabies!